I had hope that the New Year would be better, that I had hit the bottom and could only go up but, apparently, I was wrong. This year has not gotten better and I feel like the hole is just getting deeper and soon I won't be able to see the light at the top. I've made a mess out of my life and I no longer know how to fix it. While solving my financial problems will help, it won't be enough to get me out at this point. I'm not even sure medication can do it anymore. I'm overwhelmed and feel like I no longer have control over anything. It's not a place I want to be but I'm not sure how to get to a better place.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Posted by April at 5:05 PM
Friday, January 09, 2009
WARNING: There may be spoilers, read at your own risk.
Posted by April at 6:34 PM
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
This is my great-grandmother on her 100th birthday this past April. A few days later there was a huge party with a couple hundred members of her family. She had a brand new dress for the occassion and seemed to have a good time despite being overwhelmed. Just a few short hours ago, this lovely lady passed away. I don't know the details but she was 100 so I don't think it's that difficult to figure out.
Posted by April at 3:34 PM